Sunday, June 27, 2004
i rEallY dUnNo wHaT tO dO......

mabbe i shouldnt have spoken to so many people....haha...me and my big mouth....now having second thoughts about the decision ive made....y does there ALWAYS seem to have BIG problems whenever I make a decision for myself yet when others make similar ones...they seem ok...nothing happens? haiz...im jinxed....haha....yet God loves me! so im not THAT jinxed....

but i think i really need time off......

ive also decided to heck care about things that will bother me....be nUmB....mabbe it will be a tough act and will hurt inside....but dont care...to save my heart, i gotta do so....BUT....as u all know...im SUCH a weakling...so sensitive and sentimental that i cant be hard hearted at all...haha....so God....PLEASE help me to not be bothered by SO many things!!!!!

must learn to not give myself stress after hearing today's sermon....yar, i realise certain things over means over and cannot be saved means died liaoz, but i still hang there and very affected by it....im so stUpId right? giving myself unnecessary problems and making myself worried. so now, ill care about nothing except God...that's i think, the ONLY way to keep myself focus......starting's not easy and i know beginning, i have to act ignorant and numb...but im sure slowly, i wont be bothered by anything liaoz....like that eDpYy.....so smart girl...forget things SO easily...haha

well....next month's my birthday month...so gotta put hAppY entries eVerYdAy!!!!! lest people say my blog is SO boring coz all unhappy stuff...haha....

well...will think over about what people have said to me.......but the following:

Weiyan
Thanks for standing by me when I need a listening ear and a good fren....u have really been a very good fren....so mabbe u special case to me now, open up and make important frens? surely must have some good frens in life! but thanks for listening to me whine, sob, complain and chat....must have been tough for you! haha...but next time got anything, im here too kz?

Mimi
Thanks for listening to my probs too and willing to STILL stand by me when ive made "certain" wrong decisions...im sure u know what im talking about! and really happy to meet up and chat....really my great fren and SHE fan!!! haha

Yaling
Really very consistent in caring about the spiritual growth of the people around you. thanks for your 1 and 1/2 hour chat....and all the other talks before...and really greatful that you are my group leader....very good role model.....thanks for your suggestions too! and that prayer.....just spells out what i need, REALLY need

Pastor Ong
Thanks for everything! dont need to spell, you know what im referring too! thanks for saying that I can ALWAYS find you when i need to chat! haha....and im taking your advice, finding a brother to share with....got a VERY good one in front of me the whole time....i just blind!!!! argh!

Xiaoling
Things said EXACTLY the same as Yae....haha...thats y u 2 sisters what.....normally, things repeated irritates me...but not this time....coz the stuff u 2 said is what i need to hear....so God sent Yae to say, then u reinforce them! thanks for ur tutoring on Sat nights...appreciate it lots...

Daune
The person that has ALWAYS been in front of me yet i never really treasured till late last year!!!! could have approached him for ALL your problems and he still take his time to hear slowly, even though he may be ULTRA tired or busy....really sorry to disturb you....but just wanna say, you are really a GREAT brother! Next time will really share with you whenever I got probs!

Actually, they all say the things almost the same.....normally will be pissed off but not this time, coz they reinforcing things in me...over and over again.....

but i think the break ill still take one...but just dunno how long it will be....sorry people if u feel disappointed with me....but im really tired with these burdened emotions...need time to calm down....


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- 6/27/2004 12:43:00 AM

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